Is the idea of still hoping to get back with my ex at all realistic at this point?

2021.12.08 18:04 SuperPresentation9 Is the idea of still hoping to get back with my ex at all realistic at this point?

My (m24) now ex girlfriend (f23) dumped me nearly 2 weeks ago now after an incredible 18 month relationship which really hit hard because it was so sudden and completely out of nowhere and I’ve been struggling to say the least.
Overall, the relationship was pretty much perfect and things were normal right until the very end, so it was a huge shock when it all happened and I couldn’t even process what was happening. Basically she felt she was not as emotionally invested and in love as I was and didn’t really see a long-term thing, although with that said it didn’t end too ugly. These reasons really didn’t seem like deal breakers or worth breaking up on the spot over and I still believe it’s stuff worth working through. The timing of it all sucked even more as it’s Xmas, my bday and New Years all in Dec, all of which I was excited to be celebrating with her once again.
A few days after the initial break up, I messaged her asking if we could meet up and chat so I could get more closure and honestly, hopefully get back together as we didn’t have a toxic relationship and like I said, the issues are worth at least trying to work through in my opinion.
Unfortunately after meeting up for this further discussion now a week ago, she still did not want to get back together and was stood by her original decision and now it feels well and truly over, but I still can’t help but feel hopeful on getting back together as it was truly an amazing relationship right until the end and something still tells me there is a chance. To be fair, I kind of saw it coming as when we met up the second time, she already had my stuff in a bag. Unfortunately she has always been very headstrong, but I still have that hope.
Looking back, I now feel like I may have messaged and organised this way too soon for it to have any benefit, but I just felt like it had to be done sooner rather than later. Even she said she would have messaged me after a week or so after the initial breakup to organise this, so now I can’t help but wish I had waited for her to organise it and wonder what would have happened if that was the case.
It’s now been a whole week since our last discussion with no contact. I am still hurting and missing her and whilst I am trying to be realistic, I can’t help but still feel the slightest bit hopeful and I’m not sure what to do if there is any chance of us getting back together now.
Another crazy thing is that we were literally away with her parents for a few days only a week prior to the initial breakup, which is another reason why it was such a shock and cut deep.
We really didn’t end on bad terms and I know it was tough for her, but I still feel there’s potentially a chance. Any advice on what I should do moving forward would be great
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2021.12.08 18:04 matthegc Be wary of the dip post no announcement today.

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No one will be selling…it will be made to look that way so new loopers and new apes get nervous.
Stay Calm…play some video games, take a walk…and HODL and if you want by the dip.
NFA
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2021.12.08 18:04 TheTaskmen Need help identifying a style of piano playing in TSO’s cover of “Nutrocker”

In the song Nutrocker on their Night Castle album, Trans Siberian Orchestra uses a very upbeat, quick paced piano style that I’ve been obsessed with ever since I first heard it. I’ve heard this style played in disparate parts in other music but I want to hear more like it.
The solo specifically at the 2:00 minute mark is an ear worm and I desperately want to know what that style of song/piano playing is called. It has some elements of ragtime but it’s not exactly the same.
If anyone can help me identify this I would be eternally grateful. Thank you
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2021.12.08 18:04 Hefty-Leg4131 $FCF French Connection Finance | FCF Pay integration with WooCommerce & Shopify | Uniting a $4 Trillion-Dollar industry with cryptocurrency! | Passive Income paid in BNB | Innovative KYC | Listed on HotBit/LBank/Coinsbit | Listing on Latoken | Win up to $30K USD Bounty Campaign!

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2021.12.08 18:04 Rblackbourne How do taxes work for AOS Applicants from B-2?

I have been looking at tax info since the year is almost over, and I am so confused and panicking a little bit. Basically, I saw that there's something called "quarterly estimated tax" which is like Social Security payments and such and I don't know if I actually owed taxes throughout the year or not.
So anyone that's gone through this before - how do taxes work if you move to the US in the middle of the year, and especially if you were receiving income while in the US from your previous country's employer? (I was on vacation for the first two months here, so I still received salary back home). Now I'm married to a USC and I have been in the US for most of the year, so that means I qualify as a "tax resident" but does that mean I was supposed to be paying taxes throughout the year or only the April deadline is fine? Obviously that income was not withheld by my employer, as they weren't a US company and I didn't have a tax number or anything.
I would contact an accountant but I don't want to pay them only to hear "oh you're fine come back after the New Year". I am not trying to avoid taxes, I was just under the impression that I need to pay them annually (and will be filing jointly with my spouse) and want to make sure I didn't owe anything throughout the year.
No online resource has been even remotely helpful. And I have an SSN as of a week ago now.
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2021.12.08 18:04 NotKeepingUp I blocked him and ripped the parking ticket I saved from one of the best days we spend together

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2021.12.08 18:04 Hefty-Leg4131 $FCF French Connection Finance | FCF Pay integration with WooCommerce & Shopify | Uniting a $4 Trillion-Dollar industry with cryptocurrency! | Passive Income paid in BNB | Innovative KYC | Listed on HotBit/LBank/Coinsbit | Listing on Latoken | Win up to $30K USD Bounty Campaign!

$FCF is a revolutionary token developing a credit card to cypto payment gateway that is integrating with the two biggest e-commerce platforms – WooCommerce & Shopify!

This will allow FCF to unite the $4 trillion-dollar online shopping industry with the cryptocurrency world. This unification positions FCF as inevitable for mass adoption and secures the future of FCF as an essential crypto technology!

The payment gateway will incentivize adoption by featuring a fee structure lower than PayPal and credit card processing companies.

Beta testing in December and going live in January, FCF Pay will allow you to buy flowers with BNB and order food with Cardano (or any other crypto) without requiring you to swap crypto for fiat and then transferring that into your bank account! Simply buy with your existing credit card using the FCF payment gateway!

Every payment gateway transaction will also induce a BURN mechanism, thereby increasing the value of your FCF by reducing the overall supply!

$FCF rewards holders with 5% BNB dividends based on trading volume AND when FCF Pay is launched, you will earn dividends on every payment gateway transaction! This safeguards your investment from bear markets by establishing a second source of dividend revenue! Imagine receiving a portion of the $4 trillion-dollar e-commerce industry simply by holding FCF!

FCF is also launching an NFT collection, is listed on Hotbit, LBank, and Coinsbit – and will be listed on Latoken and BitMart in the coming days and weeks!

-

Website: www.frenchconnection.finance

Contract: 0x4673f018cc6d401aad0402bdbf2abcbf43dd69f3

Telegram: https://t.me/frenchconnection_bsc
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2021.12.08 18:04 thecherryflower I am struggling with anger and frustration over never being "chosen" and "loved romantically". How can I work on this? (VERY LONG POST)

Hi ladies,
I'm sorry I'm just struggling and I needed a space to vent and let off some steam. Just to forewarn you there a couple anecdotes here describing my past experiences to give you a better picture of everything that's going on. If you enjoy long reads, than, please go ahead. If not, turn back now. Again, I'm so sorry for the lengthy post.
And to go along with the question in my post title: How can I really work on self-love. I'm not talking about just doing nice things, but, I mean nurturing my self-esteem and self worth. I definitely would like to go to therapy at some point when I can afford it.
I struggle with rejection (romantically) because it's all I've experienced. I'm 28 and have never been in a relationship/had men notice me/pursue me. I know FDS teaches that male attention is not valuable or important. It's still really hard especially when you're someone like me who has never even been looked at. I would imagine that most of you have been in relationships for X amount of years regardless of how things ended. Someone still wanted to be with you in the first place. You were "picked". You were "chosen". I know, you are all probably rolling your eyes thinking that I'm just a "pick-me". I'm telling you though, you really have no idea what it's like to be chronically single and in a place of longing. You can't possibly fathom that pain. I resent that my friends (who have been in their fair share of relationships) constantly tell me that I'm lucky that I was never approached because men just use you and men are assholes. They always tell me that I have been spared. Again, they have no idea where I'm coming from. Someone still wanted them in the first place. I understand that relationships (objectively) complicate a woman's life no matter what because you are factoring in another human being into the equation - and lots of difficulties do come with that. But still, it hurts. Even if these women were broken up with - someone still wanted to be with them. Someone still chose them initially. This is the point I'm trying to make. But I am afraid this kind of thinking will get me in trouble one day. My friend from childhood is afraid (and always had a feeling) that if I don't stop thinking like this I will get myself involved in a really toxic/abusive relationship. I've never been asked to a dance. I've never had a Valentine either (probably won't have one in 2022 either and I'm okay with that. I will spend it with my family as usual).
There have always been guys I've been interested in - but they were complete assholes. They bullied me. And yet I would feel really envious/upset that they chose other girls and not me. I would feel jealous of their ex-girlfriends/girlfriends. I know it's terrible. In high school, all the boys made fun of me and my crush stopped talking to me (and dated some other girl). Another guy and his group of male friends bullied me severely and made rude remarks, and spread rumors about me in medical school). There was another guy I crushed on for 4 years - I maintained a "friendship" with him - but he was aware that I crushing on him the whole time. I hung around him and he even asked me to lunch a couple times, put his arms around my waist but he would always pursue other girls. It got to the point where I could no longer be in the friendship because it was hard to be around him/talk to him on the phone. I was in agony. So I ended up confessing to him my feelings and I was rejected. I asked him for space and he never talked to me again. He also stopped talking to and ignored all my friends.
Then earlier this year - and I think this is why I'm struggling with anger - I was introduced to a guy (for a courtship with the end goal as marriage, we met through family friends) and we hit it off when we met. Although I will say that my dad was not happy about it. My dad felt something was not right. He didn't like the guy when my family met him and made faces the entire time. (he thinks the family is more cheap instead of extremely frugal). So this guy wanted my number (it was the first time this happened). He initiated the texts (and I was in awe this was happening because no guy ever had wanted to get to know me before). Things were fine but then he started telling me things like he's robotic and has absolutely no friends (he's in his early 30s) - but only close to his parents and cousin (who is like his older sister). He began grilling me right away about how many kids I wanted, what my ideal family situation looked like, and he wanted to identify areas of conflict in a relationship. I went along with it because I didn't know any better. He asked me if I wanted nannies for children and if the kids should have medications/psychiatrists. When I mentioned that wanting nannies would be a great option, he said he would want his parents to watch his children (like they have been for all of his cousin's kids). He said he thinks its important for BOTH partners to work. I mentioned that I'd probably want to work part time (but nothing is set in stone yet) because my mom did that for me and my siblings. He asked, "what about all that school and your exams?". He said he would work from home because he does not subscribe to traditional gender roles.
He enjoyed outdoor activities like hiking and biking (esp. mountain biking) and going to remote locations in other parts of the world to hike there and meet the local population (and I thought this was cool and something I would have loved to have done with him) - but he also kept going on about barebones vacations (which I've never done) and kept emphasizing bargain hunting (he told me I could buy a table for $1000 instead of $20,000 - but I never named any prices - I just told him how lovely it would be to spend some money on decorative items for our home. I've always envisioned a beautiful house once I'm married. There's nothing wrong with wanting nice things, right? I even told him what if wanted to buy a lovely dress (I would need a nice wardrobe for work anyway) to get dolled up for myself and for him too (I think there's nothing wrong with wanting to look nice for your spouse also). But when I said that, he said he has experience with people who do things for appearances sake and he wholeheartedly disagrees with this way of life.
I mentioned that going out to eat once a week (and treating myself off and on with a nice gift, etc.) is something I've always done. That just because I grew up comfortable does not mean that I'm an impulsive buyespender. I lived on my own for a few years (while in medical school) and know how to mind and budget money. That family instilled a great respect for money in me. Treating myself is something that I am used to and that I have a right to do. But he said that if he is contributing to the children's college fund while I'm going out to restaurants once a week, there is an imbalance. This was bizarre because I don't think going out for a nice meal once a week would affect the hypothetical children's college fund? He framed it as if it were an "either-or" situation. But I pointed out that it doesn't have to be. Why not do both? I did mentioned that going out and treating yourself is healthy. It's something else we could do to spend time together and connect along with hiking/biking/anything else he wanted to do. I did also mentioned that I go out with my parents often and am pampered by them - I didn't mean "pampered" in a waiting on me hand and foot kind of way, but spending quality with him, saying and doing thoughtful/loving things. Things were fine up until then and he said he would get back to me (we were texting back and forth everyday) but then I didn't hear from him for 4-5 days which made me upset. When he came back, he reiterated all the points in the previous paragraph and said he was concerned about my expectations of being pampered by a future partner. (I had even made my wants smaller and suggested going out twice a month if that would work. He wasn't receptive to that.)
So when I replied, I reiterated all my points adding to the fact that this money thing seemed like something was unwilling to compromise on, like it was a non-negotiable. I asked him to help me understand him and to give me the same grace, that could find an option that worked for us both. I told him that I really liked him and how willing/open I was to make this work (I really was trying).
He did mentioned that while he was growing up, his family was hand to mouth and he never wanted to be hungry for money ever again. But he ended up doing well for himself. He makes 200K+ per year and owns 3 homes (he works at the intersection of IT/finances). I didn't understand why me wanting to spend my money was a big deal - I even suggested a "mine, yours, and ours" financial arrangement. It's perfectly normal to want to treat yourself or go for a hard-earned vacation, etc. right? I mentioned that he appeared to have an unhealthy relationship with money, which I found unsettling. I also pointed out that he didn't tell me what happened in his last relationship (ended over a year ago and lasted 2 years). He briefly glossed over it and didn't tell me what happened. So I said we could always talk about it later if/when he felt comfortable talking about it. I even gave him a way out and asked if getting to know each other was what he really wanted?
He replied immediately and said he believed my concerns should not be minimized and promised no more excuses and said it was clear that I deserved attention, respect, and respect with the level of communication. He said he felt very lucky to have met me. That I'm genuine and amazing. Possess strength of character, integrity to stand up for my beliefs, and the ability to be myself (which is what he was looking for in a partner). He said that he did not wish to cloud my unsettled feelings with sweet nothings. He said he really does enjoy talking with me and hoped I felt the same about him.
I told him I did. That I did feel the same way. And I really meant every word. So I just reiterated my previous points about the concerns I had (about his views about money and the previous relationship) and said I was eager to keep getting to know him. I also asked him what made him want to pursue marriage/a relationship at this point in time. I asked him to be upfront/honest with me about everything (as I have been with him) rather than me thinking he's hiding something. I said I really wanted to keep getting to know him.
I didn't hear from him again for 3 days.
Then when he came back, he ended it with me and I was left feeling devastated. Like something was dangled and then taken away from me. I was so fond of him. Very fond of him. There was so much more I wanted to know about him and now I will never get the chance to. I found out later (a few months later) that his mom was basically shopping him around and looking for other prospects for him which made me upset and feel bad. My parents keep telling me I didn't miss out on much and I shouldn't need trouble convincing myself. It sucks though. I knew we were basically incompatible (with our lifestyles), but, I wasn't asking for much at all. I wanted to demonstrate to him that I absolutely could be a loving, respectful, communicative, and gracefully-allowing partner. It really hurt. Around the time when he broke it off with me, his dad was diagnosed with cancer. (He was taking good care of his dad those few months he had left). Then his dad passed away 3 months ago. I felt sad to hear that.
A couple weeks ago, my parents went over to his house to pay their respects (his mom, older brother, and older brother's fiancee were there also). He and his older brother do not get along at all. My parents noticed that. His older brother owns a home in another city and goes out to eat at nice places and travels a lot.
So apparently (the guy I was talking to) he saw my parents and didn't even want to talk to them. He ended up leaving the house. I felt so bad when I heard that. When my mom came home she said, "Yeah...he cut you off cold turkey. I don't think he was as nice as he presented himself to be."
Still, I felt bad when I heard that.
But she told me to work as hard as I can on my exams, get residency, live my amazing life and shine bright. He didn't deserve me, she says.
Now there's obviously nothing wrong with living in a small house. My mom said their home was like a relic - it's 50 years old. And his dad who passed away, he was the manager of the IRS (so he was doing well for himself financially). I think unfortunately, it was more selfish penny-pinching/being cheap that he subjected his family to instead of not actually having the means. His mom worked (and still does) also.
Despite the obvious discrepancies, I feel sad. I really wanted to see him again.
So as you have read, it's been nothing but awful and disappointing experiences. That took a toll on me and my self-esteem was severely impacted.
I grew up rather sheltered. My parents forbid me from dating, drinking, etc. I never did any of that stuff to please them and be a "good daughter". I have also been deeply immersed in my studies (I went to medical school and struggled during my time there - failing many exams, repeating a year. It was very difficult. Graduated a year later than my friends). And I've been struggling to study for my licensing exams (before applying for medical residency - my end goal is to become a child psychiatrist). I'm re-taking one of the licensing exams (with a tutor). It's been very stressful process but the extra help has been great for me. I know I'm taking longer than others but I remind myself it's going to be okay and that the true success is contentment and happiness (not placing your worth and value in external measures of success which I've been doing all along. It was always hard for me seeing the daughters of people who my parents know thriving in their prestigious fields (they're all doctors, lawyers, working on becoming business magnates, have political aspirations) and married to people also in these professions. A couple of them are even having children now.
But I am on the verge of discovering myself - I am realizing what my true values are in life and what kinds of hobbies I want to pursue (for example - floral design and I've contacted a few flower farms to help out at the farm in exchange for their time to help me learn how to make flower crowns, garlands, bouquets, etc.). I've been working on my fitness (I've lost 30 lbs), working on my relationship with God (and nourishing my friendships and relationships with my family). While I'm studying, I've also been trying to (once a week) volunteeget a part time job. No one is taking (well most places are not) because of COVID (I was looking into volunteering at hospitals but nothing is allowed right now) but I did hear back from a tutoring company called Kumon to tutor children from K-12 (in reading/math). I'm having a meeting with the director at my center close to where I live this Saturday. I'm looking forward to that. I also want to write (and publish) a book (I've been in contact with an author who is happy to review my work and give me constructive feedback). I really am trying my best to work on myself. I can't afford therapy right now but I want to get it at some point. At the moment, I'm sticking to enjoying the small things in life (that bring me joy - like time with loved ones, thinking about potential hobbies, fitness, etc.), journaling, Bible time, etc.
To deal with the sad feelings I have - I've been indulging in romantic fantasies (I read a lot of fanfiction). And I've been reading this one story about a girl who wants to be a doctor (in her past life she was the goddess Persephone) and she's being watched all this time by Hades: The handsome king of the Underworld who wants to make her his Queen. I know it sounds really embarassing and ridiculous (please don't judge me! I'm being super vulnerable here) but...I identify with the main character. So I sort of pretend I'm here and while I'm busy engaging in my own life, I imagine that there's a handsome god who has been admiring me all this time and wants to make me his: To show me his kingdom, bring life and light into his world, and want to give me everything he has (while I would want to do the same for him). I would hope that my future husband and I live in a beautiful, grand home in an idyllic realm. He'd encourage me to want to wear beautiful silk dresses, decorate our home how I want it. I envision our home to be surrounded by courtyards and vast gardens and he'd say things like, "I have all of these flowers just for you, so that you may make as many flower crowns and garlands to your heart's content!"
I know it sounds corny but...somehow...someway I hope it comes true. I've been waiting for so long and I hope the wait is worth it.
But there are days when I really struggle with these thoughts and the feelings of rejection/being unwanted/overlooked/etc. I am struggling with anger. Why do I feel this way? I am so sorry for the very long post. Not feeling great today.
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